I Cry , I Cry
On the side of the road
in the middle of nowhere
2 hours in the wrong direction
late at night
with a hard day behind And a harder one ahead..
I wale
I sob
I Cry
I call my husband to ask
Where am I! Which way do I go?
Im too tiered to keep on driving
Ive been up since 3
I have to get up at 6 tomorrow and Im still hours away from home!
Im too tierd
I Cry
I Cry
Quit your Job!
okay okay
but tomorow, how do i get up tomorow.
My eyes are so blured i cant see my way home.
Breathe
okay im breathing
now keep going
Its late
Im home
alseep - and UP!
back to work
Im so tiered
I cry quietly now.

EYEBROWS ANYONE?


I am offcially raising money now for my trip to India next year. With this decision I call to the Universe "Money! Come to me!"

And so my first venture will be to offer eyebrow waxing/shaping for a donation of any amount.

I am a professional Eyebrow shaper trained at the Aesthetics Institute and licensed in this state so its official.

You may come to my home or I will come to yours. Just leave your email and we can arrange an appointment!

This donation will go to a very worthy cause - And you'll be beautifull!

Thank you for any support :)

Dreams of India.......



I think i was about 13 when i started having vivid dreams about india. Sometimes i am alone. Once i was with my whole family riding elephants. But in most of the dreams there was an indian girl who was my friend. And there was always something very important for us to do. I could see bright colors, smell distinct flavours, and hear all the exotic sounds.

Why are some of us drawn to one place or another? Why do some people feel an impulse to follow a dream? A real sleeping dream.
I rececntly read a book (i cant remember the title-i never can) about geographical power points. Places that hold magnetic power and spiritual influence for some individuals and not neccesaraly for others. I dont know how much of what i read is just nonesence and what might have an essence of truth to it but it left me thinking about the feelings i get from different places and why i have been drawn to them in the past. or simply again &again.

Of course i have many books on India and have thought about going many times but it just never was feasable. so i went on. But then I was SMACKED with an invitation by 2 of my favorite people to visit Real live India with them next year! Emily Potter will be there for a year as part of her masters program. And Lumina will be with her for a month or so after her Teacching contract in Korea is over. And then me! Or is it just a fruitless dream (the nonsleeping kind)....

I dicussed this plan (or nonplan) with my wonderfully practical, charmingly prudent and rightously frugal man. He helped me once again understand the serious nature of our financial situation. It's just Not possible!

But that doesnt mean No........

It just means i have to do the impossible of somehow raising the cost of the trip AND lost Pay for the time gone before i go without the use of my regular Income!
Is this impossible?
Does anyone have a realistic suggestion? I have 1 year. and a very busy work schedule and school in January.

Namastar

This is my lovely family of 3 1/2. Me and Keith, Monkey (the cat) and Zoe (she's the 1/2). She is considered half because she is quite mean and tempermental. She is also incontient and therefore lives exclusively on the front balcony. We have tried to give her to the pound but they say they dont have bunny room right now and i still love her too much to be put down. So she's ours until a better home comes along.

Interested?

She is also the direct result of not being able to get a dog. Then comes in Monkey the cat. She's a direct result of Unsatifaction with the bunny. I usually hate cats but she's pretty cool. She meaows till she's held, sleeps of your face, relentlessly runs around the house in spaz attacks and best of all she SWIMS! She actually very easy to bathe :)

Through coming to terms with my disdain for cats i came upon all kinds of interesting information about them. Check out this website to see all the amazing looking cat breeds! If ever i need a good mocking laugh i just look at one of these poor creatures...
http://www.cfainc.org/breeds/profiles/sphynx.html

someday I'll get a Dog.

Lasers Lasers every where and no light to be seen.

Yesterday i worked 18 hours starting at 3am after a late night of work. My next case involves waiting until 8pm (give or take an hour) for one of the lasers i need to arrive then loading up and driving 6 hrs north with one hour detour to a storage in seattle to load up more stuff. then finally arriving to unload and set up in a big building by myself then finding my hotel at about 3am (if all goes well). Then up at 6am (thats 3 hrs sleep max) to get to work early to warm up the machines, then a full day of patients, then loading up the van again after everyone else is done and driving the 6hrs back to the portland office (through seattle rush hour) and finally unloading the van again, putting in paperwork and going home about 12 to 1am if im lucky and again if all goes perfectly well.

So is anybody interested in a job?

No, Im serious! We need help, especially if you live in the seattle area. Great pay and benifits. All training provided. must be flexable and we can split the work in half! Please contact me if you're interested or you know somebody who is.... please.... Its not allways like how i described. I promise!

Laughing at the sun...

I am a pheonix
in the sky learning to live a reinvented life.

My name is now Emily Neaman and has been for 6 months today. I adore my new husband Keith most of the time. I am living in a city i have repetedly fled for various reason and finnally im learning to appreciate it. I am an adult and living as such. My internal fire is contained and burning at a low controlled blue flame. I have relative peace and much to be thankful for.

Hello cyber world! Today I begin my first journal entry in over 10 years. I want to document my life and share my soul. At first keith & I tried to start a joint blog and we may continue, but it seemed better that we should each create our own and link them together. Then at least the reader could more easily tell whos who...

So Who Am I?

I have been inspired by dear friends to practice the exercise of name my AM...

I am a Girl.
I am a Woman.
I am married.
I am a traveler.
I am an ENFP
I am a Yellow
I am silly
I am a bellydancer
I am a lover
I am on medication.
I am a mormon.
I am an Aesthetician
I am an Animal lover.
I am a Hippie.
I am a Diva.
I am a survivor
I am a photographer.
I am a sundayschool teacher.
I am flatfooted
I am my mother's daughter.
I am ......

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